Bad feeling

I always hate that I have this type of feeling.
Especially that unstable emotion..
I always ask myself what wrong with me?
What have i done for my life?
Why should i keep on holding a thing that not belong to me?
When i said i want to forget bout that, actually is very difficult.
I really dunno how to face you,I wanted to see you but i scared to see you...
What happen with me? I should happy when i see you but I have another feeling is i scared to see you.
I miss you so much.

回到原点

终于还是回到原点了。
明明不可能我还是强求，
到后来，伤害的是自己。
觉悟了，可是还放不下。
人类总是那样，
明明知道前面是块墙壁，
还是把头撞。
痛了再痛，何苦呢？